Nathan William Holland

2007 - 2007
LocationSt Helens, Merseyside
Age1 month, 10 days
Cause of DeathCot Death/Sudden Infant Death Syndrome
Date of Birth05/03/2007
Date of Death15/04/2007
Visitors6,517 since 25/07/2007
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Nathan William Holland

Born 05.03.2007

weighing 8lb 14.5oz


Fell asleep on the 15.04.2007 Aged 6 weeks cuddled up in the arms of his Mummy

Nathan was the most anticipated baby i have ever know, not only by myself but by all my family and friends, eager to help with the preperations for his arrival. Once that special day arrived the fun started, my life had a meaning and i was giving such a positive reason to wake and see the precious little face which belonged to me. You were such a good little boy more than any Mummy could wish for and made each day so special just by being you with your little ways and cheeky smiles. You had an aura about you Nathan and from the day you arrived we all knew we had been blessed with an angel but just didnt realise that it was only for such a short time.

The day you turned into an angel was so sudden and unexpected and the only explanation that we can accept is that you were just too special for this mixed up world of today you deserved better. So hope you are having fun up there little one, i know you are with me each and every second of each and every day we were such a good team me and you the best of the best. Our time together was so short little boy but my love for you will last an eternity goodnight my precious little boy x x Mummy x x

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First Child to Mummy Leanne

First Grandson to Grandad Keith and Nanny Julie

First Nephew to Aunties Kerry and Amanda

Such a special little boy who will always be in our hearts loved dearly by all who knew him. x x x

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I thought of you and closed my eyes and prayed to god today.
I asked what makes a mother, and I know I heard him say.

A mother has a baby this we know is true.
But god, can you be a mother when your baby’s not with you?

Yes, you can, he replied with confidence in his voice.
I give many women babies, when they leave its not there choice.

Some I send for a lifetime and others for a day.
And some I send to feel your womb, but there’s no need to stay.

I just don’t understand this god, I want my baby here,
He took a breath and cleared his throat, and then I saw a tear,

I wish I could show you, what your child is doing today.
If you could see your child smile, with other children say…

We go on earth to learn our lessons, of love life and fear.
My mummy loved me so very much: I got to came straight here.

I feel so lucky to have a mum, who had so much love for me.
I learnt my lessons very quickly, my mummy set me free.

I miss my mummy oh so much, but I visit her each day.
When she goes to sleep, on her pillows there I lay.

I stroke her hair I kiss her cheek, I whisper in her ear,
Mummy don’t be sad today, I’m your baby and I’m here.

So you see dear sweet one, your children are ok,
Your babies are in my home, and this is where they will stay

They’ll wait for you with me, until your lessons are through.
And on the day that you come home. They’ll be at the gates for you.

So you see what makes a mother, it’s the feeling in your heart.
It’s the love you had so much of, right from the very start.

Though some on earth may not realise, until their time is done,
Remember all the love you have, and you know you’re a special
MUM…..

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Goodnight baby it's time to sleep
We've got your handprints and memories to keep
Your in our hearts everywhere we go
And in our hearts thats where you'll grow
Goodnight baby, we'll meet again
You'll stay in our hearts
We'll miss you till then

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An Angel boy looked down from heaven, his eyes were full of tears
God asked him why are you so sad son, up here there is no fears
the angel boy, he hesitated and then came his reply
Dear god, heaven is beautiful but why did i have to die?

He then pointed through a break in the clouds down to earth where he could spy his mum
she is empty and so troubled and look what my trip to paradise has done
how can i be happy here when i see her head is aching
How can do my angel duties when i feel her heart is breaking

God replied

wipe your tears angel boy, you once too have felt that human pain,
but yours a pain much stronger, that's what called me to you, for me to tame
your mothers pain is a human emotion that i cannot control
but i promise you my son, in time it will ease, but never go.

let her know that you are there always in her heart, never far
until you meet again someday, i promise you will, its written in the stars

The Angel boy then smiled a smile that only angels can
and gathered up some teardrops and clutched them in his hand
he gently dripped them down to earth to land softly on his mum
then blew away a passing cloud to dry her with the sun

His mother looked up to the heavens like she already knew
Thankyou my Angel boy, i know your always with me, my love is with you too x

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Thats as special as they come
So from my family to yours,
May your day be filled with fun
And happy memories from yesteryear.

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(( HAPPY CHRISTMAS TO YOU ALL HAPPY NEW YEAR .))

I would like to thank you all of you my dear friends for ever thing you do for my angles love you all big hugs. It helps to know you all care and love them too and understand to all of you are my support and help keep me going love you all for that take care all my love Sylvie bye for now.
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Sylvie Belanger

2 weeks ago

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Thinking of you at Christmastime
You're in my thoughts today
You've only gone to Heaven
To watch over us each day.
Today we'll spend together
just like we always do
I'm sending Christmas Wishes
with love
from me to you.

Christmas blessings
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Sylvie Belanger

2 weeks ago

GOODNIGHT GODBLESS ANGEL ~
`♥ Christmas Without You`♥


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Christmas without you here with me,
can never possibly be the same.
But I carry an Angel within my heart;
one so precious, who has your name.

An Angel forever watching over me,
at Christmas time, and over the year.
Although you can't be here anymore,
inside my heart, you are so very near.

There is no special present for you,
wrapped up under my Christmas tree.
But I have a greater gift to give to you;
all the love you can still feel from me.

No, Christmas time without you here,
could not ever possibly be the same.
But, I have had the precious gift of you,
and the memories and love, will remain.

� Pamela Hall
All my love Sylvie

Sylvie Belanger

2 weeks ago

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Maxine Brown

December 10, 2011

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Free the butterflies-
I'll be there
to see them soar
upon the air.
Know my spirit
is on the wing,
feel my laughter-
hear me sing.

Forever in your dreams
always in your heart.


Fran LeMasters

Maxine Brown

October 14, 2011

BIG HUGS NATHAN

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⋱♰⋰ Angel Day ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ Your Angel Day in Heaven ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ Many tears will fall for you ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ You touched so many loving hearts ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ There’s so many missing you ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ As you now live in paradise ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ Its Heaven up above stay ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ Close to all your loved ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ ones For it’s you they ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ miss and love ⋱♰⋰
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⋱♰⋰ family and friends that you miss you ever day ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ but in our hearts forever you will not be ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ forgoten you take care love from me ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ Sylvie mommy of Samantha Belanger ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ and Granddaughter of Albert and ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ Marie-Jeanne Belanger take care ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ hugs and XXXX bye for now good ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ night ⋱♰⋰

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Sylvie Belanger

April 15, 2011

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Jane Maddison

March 5, 2011

Happy Birthday In Heaven - by Winnie Lovett

"Happy Birthday Nathan "
It's sure to be the best one yet,
Though you left us here behind.
Did you think that we'd forget?

Your cake this year, will surely be,
A beauty to behold.
With the icing made of Silver,
And the candles made of Gold.

Yes, your birthday in Heaven,
Will be such a grand affair.
And I know you'll look so lovely,
With a halo in your hair.

The Angels will come from everywhere,
To sing your birthday song.
And I know they'll be so happy,
That you've joined, God's Happy Throng.

No I can't send a card this year,
Or give a gift so fine.
So I'll just send a special prayer,
To that wonderful Son of yours.

Copyright of Winnie Lovett

Gone Too Soon Baby - by Rosalind Roberts

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I did not get long to hold you, you were called to heaven before your time
How I wish I could come to see you, just to hold you in these arms of mine
For these arms feel so empty without my baby held next to me
I wish so much I could see your face and kiss your brow so tenderly
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My little baby the Angels came and called your name
Even now I do not understand for you did not suffer, there was no pain
Cot death is so hard, for no answers do we ever find
But one thing for sure, my baby lives on in my heart and mind
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Another Gone Too Soon Baby given wings of pure white lace
The Angels took you to Heaven, now you are held in the Lords embrace
God bless you my tiny treasure, whose features were so perfect and new
I will never understand why this had to happen to you
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copyright© Rosalind Roberts 18.02.2011

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